Today while Nathan took his 2 hour nap, I should've done my dishes. I should've cleaned off my kitchen table and counters. I should've cleaned up the living room that has toys and crap ALL over. I should've thought ahead and started preparing what I was going to make for dinner. I should've taken the time that Nathan was sleeping to bond with Blake, hold him and play with him...since Nathan demands so much attention while he is awake. I could've done some laundry and cleaned up my room which is also a disaster.....But I didn't. Do I feel guilty? Yes.
Instead, I sat on the couch, ate half a bag of chocolate chips (not the whole bag only because I ate the other half yesterday) and surfed the internet. I did some online shopping...not really buying anything, just looking. I found some great things I want to buy, I read some blogs, checked emails, read everyone's facebook status and didn't really move...yep, for 2 hours. Now, I have a messy house, no idea what to make for dinner and two kids to take care of.
Ya, I feel guilty. But it was nice to just sit and veg and not do anything productive!
5 comments:
Good for you! Everyone needs sometime to veg. I am proud to call you my sister. Can't wait to see you in a week!
You need a break every once in a while!! All that stuff can be done another time.
Don't feel guilty about that! Especially when you have a new baby that takes so much of your time, and a little toddler that does, too. I don't know how I would do it, so go ahead and take some time for yourself. I know I would go crazy without my "me" time! I hope you are adjusting well to two. That was a hard one for me, and mine were quite a bit farther apart than yours. Your boys are adorable! For some reason, I love red hair on little boys. And curly red hair is even better!
Um....why exactly do you feel guilty?!
I support it. :)
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